Sunday, March 28, 2010
posted at 12:52 AM
♥i am starting to learn.
learning to not only treasure, but love them and cherish.
i might not have a boyfriend, but i have my girls♥ at least. :D
happy is th most important after health :D
cold war?
i guess so.
my girls♥ ( pri/sec) knows about it. :/
and they think we will be fine after just awhile more.
but guess wad. 10 days passed.
no contact, no calls, no meet-ups, no greetings.
and even if she was to come over my house, i'm not in.
FATED?
i guess so.
someone must be there to take th step, pull her face down, walk across th line.
but i got no courage this time. i am not as strong as before.
i'm not fortunate to have a shoulder to lean on, but i am lucky to have my pillows,
i'm not fortunate to have someone hugging my and say " it will be fine" but i have my girls to tell me " its gonna be over soon"
Haven been sleeping well, honestly, and pp.T was on th phone with me last night,
chatting about tons of stuffs.
PP.T : if you sees this, i wan to let you know that wad we had talked about and all, was great.
both of us xiang tong le :D
and that's thy best thing about best friends.
sharing things and learning about each other's life though we do not contact that much, telepathy?
M.J.S.C♥/A.B.C.D♥ have telepathy ..
can you imagine?!
Yeah, 10 years of sister-ship, they made me smile for no reason whenever i think of them, and when i am with them.
even when i am beside them i will smile to myself unknowingly.
and i hope M gets well real soon, speedy recovery love :D
honestly, this year "uniquelyspecial".. i'm 19.(2nd APRIL) [people who viewed this post, presents please :P]
and i don really have plans yet on how or wad to do that very day.
its was not used to be like this.
for my years of life, every year, there will be plans made before and and we will all be excited and looking forward to it.
this year, i will just not plan anything,
except for maybe meeting up with my girls on our [ J &S] day and visit M.
and sis-sy approached me to leave a day out for her to celebrate it with me,
1st april, my girl!
and bro said that i might have to be th one paying for th bills and everything, HAHA!
i am not bringing moneyyy out that day sis..
you pay :D
and meeting up with PP.T on wed for fish and co. and whip it (movie) :) like fun only.
yes, i teared.
i am not as strong as you think i am!
